so, right now I cant sleep. So, right about now im working on a song for my project i’m working on called silver…a mixtape. And I feel proud of myself. I am really talented, it shocks me. I am really not trying to sound conceited or anything. Real shit, I pretty much suck at everything else but music. I am in love with basketball, but my nigga i just cant play it….it really pisses a nigga off a lot, real shit. I completley suck at sports. Besides hockey, and baseball (sometimes) i dont fuck with any other sport. I’m stuck as fuck if i dont make the rap game….pshh “rap game” shit sounds so corny. fuck rap. I’m not a rapper. i like wasabi on my toast. But, anyways i know i can make it. I will make it. Mark my words. Ya boy gonn make it. Like just the other day i found out kanye west was performing 2 hours away from where i live this weekend. There is absolutley no way that i could go see him perform. So…i was just throwing a tamper tantrum to my mom saying i want to go so bad, and saying ugh ill never get to see my favorite rapper perform live….So soon enough i was just visioning of seeing him live and how dope it would be. “my nigga ‘ye is ripping the stage nigga!” ….then came the thought …yo FUCK SEEING THAT NIGGA ON STAGE….IM GOING TO SHARE THAT STAGE WITH HIM ONE DAY. I’ve got so much ambition. Fuck LA Ried, his words dont mean shit. OH, and if you guys didnt know already….i auditioned for x factor last year….made it to the judge auditions, so i got to see simon cowell and paula crackhead ass and everybody else. long story short…they dropped us(my group) saying that we were far too offensive and we were a disgrace but more of an insult to hip hop
“If any bald nigga sayin’ we insulted hip hop, then this AK-47 is getting they heads popped”
oddly enough a kid with the same stage name as me made it through, by performing an ode to niggas who hit on his mom lol.sick! I actually met him a few months ago and showed the kid respect, and we laughed at how we both went by the name astro and auditioned for the same show.
What i am basically saying is that soon enough everything that I had envisioned from the age of 13 to now will come to life very soon. Being a wise man 6 heavy ass gold chains hanging around my neck almost fracturing it to the point that i cannot see the beautiful sky anymore,an inspiration, a god…my very own god…a legend none the less. And it will come right around the corner, I can see it. I’m 17 right now…im a pretty ok musician now…but by my 30’s, 40’s to my late 80’s I would soon progress to be the greatest of the great.
ambition. ambition. ambition. ambition. ambition
manere aurum. manere aurum. manere aurum